Midnight
Late 2020-Early 2021
I am not Glass
I am stronger than that
I am steel
Strengthened by everything that happens to me
I am not easily bent or broken
Yet, I stand on a pile of broken glass
These shards are my past selves,
Shed as I change
Like a butterfly from a Chrysalis
And below those glass shards,
Is a pile of sand
Ever changing,
Ever shifting sand.
The sand is our world
Our Earth,
Our planet
One wrong move,
And I will fall as the sand moves beneath me
I am afraid of what will happen
If the ground shifts too much
Yet, I know that even if I fall,
I will find my way back up again
I find myself now,
At the bottom of the mound,
In the darkest hour of the world within my lifetime
It is the midnight of a new moon
With a pitch black sky
I wonder, if ever I will see the sun again
Or the view of the world
From the peak of the hill
And when all hope is lost
When I begin to fade back to Glass
I see a single star in the sky
Hope
Is a strength
A powerful force
That one star that shines through the night
Turns my skin to steel
Stronger than I have been before,
I begin to climb